Hello readers. Surprised to see me? Astonished to see that this blog come to life after months of being seemingly dead? Well,it looks like I have never failed to confuse you readers about this blog being dead or alive hehe. Yes,I AM sorry for not posting and updating this blog consistantly for all you readers out there. If there even ARE readers left... *sigh* It's just that my life has been a whirlwind recently with school and whatnot,and I still have not broken the habit of..PROCRASTINATING. Yes,my worst enemy. Let me delight you with this picture that I saw a long time ago on some website which explains the whole idea of procrastination. (You've probably seen this on the internet somewhere so yayy me for being original.)
SO. Let's get back to the main purpose of this post. You must be wondering,how come there's a new post on Nadhirah's blog when it's been dead for centuries? What made her get off her lazy arse to actually make the effort to update her blog? Well,actually,I was reading through my old notebook,which I kept as a diary some years back (when I was actually RAJIN enough to keep a diary),I saw a poem that I wrote last year. It doesn't rhyme,but I guess it can still be considered as a poem,and the poem is sad and kinda dark,and that's the simplest way to describe it,because that was how I felt when I wrote that poem. It's not jaw-dropping or Shakespeare-worthy so don't get your hopes up. I just thought I'd like to share it in this blog of mine. Mind you,I wrote it last year,which was ages ago,so some sentences are a bit weird and amateur. I wanted to improve the poem by editing it but I decided otherwise. If I did,it wouldn't be the original anymore. Anyway,enough of that. Here it is.
A Poem by Nadhirah Ahmad Nazri
(written on 8.8.2012)
The Difference Between You and I
Walking down your sweet memory lane,
To me, is like walking down a lonely alley,
Piled like garbage on the ground,
Are shattered dreams and broken hearts,
As there is no room for more,
In the overflowing dumpster,
Of lost hopes and grief.
Tears of joy are glistening on your cheeks,
Like fresh dew on a morning glory,
While tears of sorrow forever flow on mine,
Forming a river of despair,
With no end.
Your life is a happily ever after,
While sadness casts a dark shadow over mine,
That not even the brightest light could pierce,
Forever doomed to dwell in despair,
Blindly roaming about in the darkness,
Never to find a way out.
So. That was my poem. I know its kind of hard to understand,but aren't most poems? Don't get me wrong,the contents of this poem isn't really how I feel or how I felt when I wrote this. No,I'm not a depressed,emo girl :P Quite the contrary as Alhamdulillah,I am very thankful and grateful for the life Allah S.W.T. has blessed me with,but everyone gets depressed once in a while,right? I am a huge believer that no matter how hard the situation gets,it will get better,Insyaallah. We just have to hold on and ACT upon the situation to make it better. I was just feeling a bit sad over something and that kind of became my muse to write this poem. And I would like to stress that IT'S JUST A POEM. So don't get the wrong idea in your head about me. A work of art doesn't necessarily define the artist,though you can always find traces of the artist in it. Let the 'traces' of me in the poem be unspoken.. Ada faham? No? Hehe, I like to twist words so don't mind me :P Also,this is NOT a work of art :P It's just my amateur attempt to write a poem,so.
Well,that's it from me..for now. FOR NOW :) That's right,you'll be reading more of this girl writing crap and crepes in this pointless half-dead blog :P Soon. Well,maybe not so soon xD For now,I'll end this post with some word of advice and motivation,for when life gets hard and you think you just can't handle it anymore. I know,we as teenagers are at the point of life where we are confused,and angry and depressed, and just mad at the world. When the situation seems hopeless and unbearable..trust me,things will turn up,and it will get better. It's you who needs to stand up and make it better, and Insyaallah,Allah will reward you for your patience and courage when facing His trial. :)
Remember,
"If winter comes,can spring be far away?"
Repeated not once,but TWO times in the Qur'an ; "Kerana sesungguhnya selepas kesusahan itu ada kesenangan. Sesungguhnya selepas kesusahan itu ada kesenangan.” (ash-sharh:5~6)"
Quoted from SuhaibWebb.com (clickable)
"So when you go through a difficult situation, be it the inevitable death of a loved one or the loss of a job or just a flat tire on the side of the highway, take a deep breath and say:
قُلْ لَنْ يُصِيبَنَا إِلَّا مَا كَتَبَ اللَّهُ لَنَا
“Say: ‘Nothing shall ever happen to us except what Allâh has ordained for us…’” (Qur'an,9:51)."
Remember,my dear readers:
“Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear…” (Qur’an, 2:286)."
Au Revoir for now and May Allah help you through tough times and guide you to the right path :) Amin.
Smiles and Wishes,
- Nadhirah ;o
May Allah Bless You :)
p.s: Also,please,PLEASE leave a comment below and tell me what you think about the poem :) Thank you and have a happy day ^_^
p.s: Also,please,PLEASE leave a comment below and tell me what you think about the poem :) Thank you and have a happy day ^_^
Hello again. Sorry for not posting anything in a while :D I guess I have been procrastinating a lot these days :P Last night I slept over at my grandmother's house,pretty lonely because none of my cousins are here :
Hello again. Currently listening to Greyson Chance- 
Hello again :) . So..it's been a more than a week since I posted something :P My apologies :D Wow..time flies so fast,its already the end of the year.. :( Have about a week or so more before school finishes for the year. But end of the year is one of the best time of the year, school is more relaxed and fun things are lining up to finish off the remains of the year. Tomorrow is Hari Raya Aidil Adha..or Hari Raya Haji :) and because of that we get Monday and Tuesday off :D On Wednesday,I will be going for a Creative Writing Workshop at school which I signed up a few months ago,organised by the New Strait Times,so I am excused from class the whole day :P Then on Friday, there will be a class party during school hours and after school hours there will be an end-of-year librarian party and installation!! :D Which we probates will receive our librarian badges,finally!! /xD See? All the "fun things" :P Right. Anyway. I already got some of my exam results..and once again,I can't say I'm entirely satisfied,but I guess it's alright,I did my best. Also,I am proud to say that I managed to finish five books in one and a half weeks! :D Ahahaha..some of you may think it's lame but that's a record for me,so if you do, go read some cheerleader or popstar's blog,not mine >:P Hmm..nothing else special to report. Will do so if I have. Till then,goodbye.
I am finally 
Hello again. Today is a Saturday and I really don't feel like doing anything :P Nothing at all.. ~ Bruno Mars. OK,so yesterday there was a librarian sale,pizza and ice cream. I was in charge as le ice cream cashier. It was really hectic,especially at the first recess, I was like /omg !! But we made quite a big profit and we even managed to sell EVERYTHING,clean :D ! After that, I went to the Puteri Gunung Ledang play. It lasted for about 2 hours and I thought the casts played their characters well because I think it's not easy playing a role from an old Malay legend.In my opinion, they tried their best to bring up the plot of the story and succeeded doing so,it was really good for a school play. I went for the morning show but I didn't really get the full feeling of the play as I didn't really get the best seat because I went in the hall barely ten minutes early. It was certainly full of people and kinda humid in there. Nevertheless, I enjoyed it. The orchestra and choir club also performed as live music to give a dramatic effect. Anyway, my To-Do List is full and I haven't crossed out a thing yet (not that I really have a To- Do List,just a mental one that I don't bother to get it on paper :P ). What else? Oh yes, we librarians also celebrated our library teacher, Puan Noraini's birthday yesterday by surprise :D The chocolate banana cake was sooo delicious :P !! I was really glad we did something to make her happy for all her hard work for the library :) . Oh,and also, even though I don't have any social networking site accounts,such as facebook,twitter and so on,doesn't mean I can't stalk you people.. People,you better listen, I have my ways... >:) Just saying. Oh,I can't wait for the next Emily the Strange novel to come out !! Really enjoy them. My final word (not really) for this post, please do leave a comment or something in the cbox or whatever so that I know your opinion about this blog /please ? Thank you very much, please come again :D I'm sorry if this post is so long it bored you to sleep.
Hello again :D It's been a long time since I came around but now I am back in town :) Trying my best to squeeze just enough time to write on my blog. Well, I didn't post anything since the start of the fasting month because I've been quite busy with school, and homework. It has been more than a week since Hari Raya,but I don't think its too late for me to say Selamat Hari Raya,maaf zahir dan batin :) The first of the Syawal month is the end of fasting and on that day muslims are forbidden to fast, instead we celebrate the accomplishment of fasting for a whole month in Ramadhan.The first week of school after the raya holidays was typical-if you could call it that. Loads of homework,for a start. Anyway, got my August test results,was not what I aimed for, though :\ I got number 9 in my class,my marks decreased since the last exam :/ I will defenitely try to do the best I can and better in the final exam. Btw, my hamster, Kyte (or her full name,Kyteena) gave birth,AGAIN,for the second time,to three cute little pups on 26th of August. They are sooo cute,and they aren't furless anymore,they can even run on the wheel!! Before that she(Kyte) gave birth to two pups, Frisky and Nutella on 21st of May. Well,they're not pups anymore :P So I have SEVEN hamsters,plus the babies and FOUR cages,believe it or not. Why four? Cause I need to seperate the male and females so that they won't,you know,uh..mate. Now,I only have 6 hamsters and three cages because an 
Hi again :D So..another week over. :) Been kinda busy yesterday :/ We didn't learn anything cuz there was a Hari Anugerah dan Penghargaan Kokorikulum or something. Yeah..basicly its like Hari Anugerah Cemerlang,only its not for Academic. Anyway,the opening ceremony was kinda interesting,liked the softball best. :D Yeahh..then,the librarians had a sale. Jelly drink or something. Its like Bubble Tea,only Jellified :D Helped out a lot at our stall. Other clubs and lembaga ( :P ) also made sales but I was too busy to check them out :P There was also some activities going on at the field. After that,we all went to the hall for the ceremony (?) thing. When it was over, there were some perfomances. Then..school's over..bye bye and go home. Not for me! I had to stay back till 5.30 for a librarian meeting and dance practice. Believe it or not, all the probationers were wearing the purple librarian T-shirt! See how awesome we are :P ? Lavaneya told us the plans for the Form 5 Librarian Farewell Party. We even got to choose the songs to be played at the party :D !! Yeah..then the form 1's practiced our dance for the Farewell Party..and..some stuff happened and..yeah,went home :D Btw,I installed a Facebook Like button on my blog,just before the followers :) Press Like if you like this blog :D Ugh..so much homework :( !!! Better get started,good bye ;)
Hello people :D I haven't posted anything for a while '^_^ So...today is..FRIDAY!! LOL,thats old :P Anyway, came back from yellow house kawad practice at about 5.30,Sports day is just around the corner,so the seniors are training us like..like- hell (no bad words in me bloggie)!! Under the hot sun!! And when we did something wrong,drop ten! Believe it or not,sum it all up,and I actually did 60 push ups!! Still feeling the tiredness now :P But I gotta say,the yellow house formation is pretty cool,we just need to work on our walk. Yesterday was open day..we were all very nervous,but it turned out fine :) My mum came to school. My results were okay-ish. Got number 6 from the whole class,okay larr..my marks were kinda good,even though I got quite a few B's :P Still,Alhamdulillah :) Feeling really tired this week,sleeping really late coz of homework,kawad practice every single day..I'm just glad tomorrow is a weekend /sweat . Oh,and also,just now I received my Librarian T-shirt xD Can't wait for the librarian form 5 farewell party,its gonna be awesome xD ,don't be jealous ;P That is all, I'll be off now,good bye ;)
